Kinda creepy

It's kinda creepy to post again, twice in one day, but hey, it's my blog, just for me, so I guess I can post hourly if I want.  And ya know, it just might be helping me with this eating thing.  I actually thought about it before eating something I shouldn't, for maybe once in my life.

Ok, so here goes: one of my weight goals is for my boobs to stick out more than my abdomen. Especially when I sit down.  Especially on a horse.  Gross.  Another goal that I sometimes think about is I want to wear, now don't laugh, jeans and a white t-shirt.  That's it, no bikini or anything silly like that. Now, I want to look decent in the jeans and tee.  Another goal, of course, to be more healthy....blah, blah, blah.

Today is my mom's 80th birthday. I stopped to get her some little gifts, including some candy that she enjoys. Of course, as per my usual habit, I couldn't resist buying one (hear that, ONE) caramel heart shaped chocolate for myself. Checked the label: 120 calories.  The same as the yogurt I was supposed to eat.  Hmmmm, which to do. Would that caramel/chocolate heart be the start of the slippery slope that ruined my healthy day?  If you're thin, it's not a big deal. You eat it or not.  For those of us who struggle, it's a big deal.

And speaking of those who are thin, STOP SAYING "I'M SO FAT."   You're not; you know it and so do I.  You either are incredibly disciplined, or you are incredibly lucky.  Good for you.

Guess I should comment on the "run" part of the blog. "Run" is both literal and figurative.   I did a bit over 2 miles on the treadmill this a.m., and 1 mile of it was jogging.  Not bad.

This is how bad my problem with immediate gratification is: I usually cannot get the mail from the mailbox without sitting or standing there and looking thru it to see what we received. How sick is that?  Get in the darned house and look at it.

Ok, enough (again) for today. This is so narcissistic, but if it helps.......